Tomorrow is not going to be good, or the next day. I wish I could just sleep through them both completely. Medical procedures and clearing my system…ugh, no fun at all. I haven’t been able to eat, I’ve been nauseous and can’t keep much down and I won’t be able to eat at all tomorrow(even if I wanted to.) I crave health in my life. Never take good health for granted!! It’s a gift.
But besides that, I feel pretty. My hair is long enough to do cute little hair dos…and soon I’ll be bleaching and dying it for the first time in almost a year. I wanted to let it grow out and get some length and health. Also for my birthday which is coming up pretty quick I kind of want to get a new lip piercing since my existing ones have closed. I was thinking a vertical labret but horizontal in the center.
I don’t know. I gotta look up and forward to get through these ill times. I’m exhausted from this.
i miss this thing
it was comfy and roomy as fuck
also i look kinda drunk here
awww i miss my hairrr
There’s someone that I follow who is road tripping across America with their significant other and meeting up with their tumblr followers, sleeping in their car, camping, and couch surfing. They go to sleep in a different town/state than they woke up in. And it’s bringing back a LOT of memories from when I did that a few years ago. Not to mention another person I follow has a boyfriend almost identical to my ex so that’s stirred up some brain waves too.
It was honestly one of the best times of my life, even though it was very difficult. It was the first time I had been in love and my ex had driven half way across the country to come and meet me on a whim. He lived in his car for about a month and would sleep next to the Mississippi river or at a 24 hour grocerey store parking lot when I hadn’t snuck him into my room. He asked if I wanted to go to California with him to see what it was like, and I wasn’t about to turn down that offer.
Over the course of the summer I visited nearly every state, experienced each climate this country has to offer, cried a lot, laughed a lot, had highs and lows. I nearly died plenty of times. Travel is like that!! We couch surfed a few times which was overall an interesting experience. One person we stayed with in Las Vegas changed my life and we still talk to this day. We ended up deciding to move to LA, and found some sketchy room mates on Craigslist who ended up being terrible.
Goodness, I could talk about the experience for hours and hours…I really miss it. Being excited and not knowing where I was going to end up that night. Sleeping/living in the car was something we had to do often and it was pretty uncomfortable but like I said, some of the best and most memorable moments of my life happened that summer. I’ll never forget it…Not to mention I really miss living on the west coast, goodness I hope that’ll happen again soon.
And to anyone wanting to road trip or travel…if you have the chance, take it. Risk everything for your exciting journey.
oh i need to buy one of those nice sheek and sexy 90s chokers
my favourite purple one broke
and i gave the rainbow one to masha but that broke too
u_u oy, they must become indestructible
going to try a blonde, lavender, and darkish purple hair very soon.
and i’m probably cutting my bangs (typed veins at first…) cute and small as well
i need a change, definitely
this hair has been haunting me for too long
i think extensions and like 4-6 dread extensions would be nice too. ;3//
i thought nothing could go wrong
but i was wrong
i was wrong
you know i’m such a fool for you
you’ve got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger?
do you have tooo
do youuuu haveee toooooo
do you haveee tooooo let it liinngggeerrrr?
my mum is watching my neighbor totoro
that touched my heart
and she asked if its by the people who did spirited away
i missed tumblr so muchhh
and i love you guys<3
everyone who has stayed in touched and dealed with my distancee~
seriously i care about youuu, i just get sucked up and it’s dumb
there are a lot of good people like you out there
and for thattt ~ so much respect!
i feel an old spark comin’ back
feelin dat old spook phat ;3
A few places I still want to visit and travel to within the U.S.: The extraterrestrial highway in Nevada, Slab City, Art cities in Arizona, desolate parts of Nevada - Arizona - Colorado -California, The Great Sand Dunes, Death Valley, Joshua Tree, The Redwoods, Portland, Seattle, The Pacific Coast Highway, The major and minor Cali cities, etc. etc. etc. Fuck…I can’t wait.
I was a Sailor Chibi Moon & Sailor Uranus hybrid (because of my hair status) for Halloween. Also, my room mate applied my cosmetics.
I’m so sorry. I love you all. I’m sorry I cause that ghost in your head to linger. But I can’t be sorry anymore, okay? I am my own ghost with her own demons to battle. That’s the best way to explain it right now. I’m going to try and be safe the best ways I can.